santa baby

I've been putting this post off since Christmas because I have so many thoughts that I've had to try and limit what I'm going to say. So obviously Christmas just passed. While its some peoples favorite holiday it is honestly my least favorite. Not because I don't get good gifts but because of all the negatives that come with it. My family always goes above and beyond for Christmas which you wouldn't expect considering that my mother has 8 kids. Mind you there's only 6 of us that are of "big Christmas age" but anyways, more than likely whatever we ask for we usually get for Christmas. it has to be something completely and totally out of the question for us not too. It wasn't until this year that i really felt guilty well not really guilty just extremely upset and sad for all the people who got nothing for Christmas because their families couldn't afford it or how many little kids were upset because they got a pair of gloves or something else essential for Christmas instead of the newest or coolest game like all the other kids. Ive been talking to my mom about it alot. Luckily this year one of my little brothers friends family literally had nothing for Christmas because she couldn't afford anything and some how my parents found out. Long story short my parents went and gave them a Christmas. The kids have no idea, my parents went a brought the gifts and gave it to their parents and let them wrap them and all that junk. When my mom told me that I about died because i think its so sweet and so many people are so selfish and dont even think about all the other families or all the other people in the world who have no one during this holiday season. I guess i cant really say i hate Christmas because im very blessed and so thankful for my family and being able to spend time with them. I just know next year that im definitely going to do a ton of community service to help people in rough situations during this time of the year. Hope everyone had a good holiday!

xoxo,

KmacTheG