currently over life

Lately, I have been feeling totally down. I feel like I'm trying so hard to make money, go to school, on top of trying this modeling thing out. Instead of having people supporting me in all I do I have been getting so much hate back from everything. Even my really good friends have been throwing shade. At this point I just feel odee lonely and just like everyone is patiently waiting for me to fall. In all honesty that is only making me work harder and when I finally get where I wana be I can say I told you so. I have had so many amazing opportunities come my way and are continuing to come. Im so over all the bullshit though. No cockiness at all, but I know that I am a great friend and will ride for anyone that rides for me and i'm totally sensitive so I feel like this is why people have been getting to me so much lately. I literally stay to myself and talk to a select few people and even those people don't know everything that is going on. I feel like I am being judged and laughed at so much for doing photoshoots and doing video shoots. If you were to ask me I DO NOT consider myself a model at all. I still need alot of work and practice before I will even say that, Its honestly just something that i enjoy doing in my free time and I was offered an opportunity that will get me where i want to be in life eventually so yes it is becoming more than a hobby but another job. Overall thank you to all the people who are out here cheering me on and supporting me (very few) but a huge shoutout to all the people who constantly have my name in their mouth and think that they know me and are spreading rumors about me. you motivate me even more.

 kisses to you all,

KmacTheG